Have you ever voluntarily pushed your brain
Into the realm of the unforgiving abysmally insane?
Did you even take a step out of your comfort zone
To see something real that froze your fucking blood and bones?
Or are you a bitch that will quit
Once you start to feel like shit
Seeing that you're just like the rest of us?
Pointless. Useless. Born all fucked up.
Want me dead?
Come to my bed.
Stab me in the head or neck.
But know that I've been rejected
From Death herself.
So you're stuck with me in this hell.
kau tak tahu harus berbuat apa lagi saat ia mulai menangis meronta, kau tempelkan telingamu ke layar, lirih terdengar, "nyaliku tersumbat data-data yang menggumpal dalam statistika." suaranya sumbang diselimuti statis bersama dengung konstan dinding dan langit-langit, keturunanmu hanyalah perpanjangan hasrat sang tuan rumah. kau berniat memotong tali pusarnya, tetapi semuanya terasa seperti sebuah pengkhianatan, sebuah dosa besar yang takkan pernah terampuni. menguaplah melewati kerut-kerut waktu, duduklah dengan tenang, biarkan pikiranmu berputar-putar dalam spiral mengikuti garis-garis keriput kala dan temuilah tingkatan baru egotisme serta kemunafikan
